Well this is a complaint about a kind-of-friend.

Okay so we started off just sharing a group of friends, having to deal with eachother. I don't know why he picked me, but I was chosen for the glorious position in the group as the Pick-on-person. He called me Meg, alluding to the character in Family Guy who basically no one likes. He would tell me to shutup all the time and call me stupid. WELL, I have this amazing ability to ignore people so I used this power to block his grating voice.

Then this year he is in a few of my classes with our other friends, so he backed off and now we can talk abotu similar likes and what not. I THOUGHT it was a friendship. I mean, he hugged me once. So everything calmed down. It was a mistake to become friends with him, now that I think about it. Because before he could insult me all he wanted and I didn't care, but as soon as I let him closer to my circle of friends... BAM he takes a knife and stabs me in the heart.

things that piss me off, #2 happening today.

1) when it's me and him just walking around, he is NICE and actually you know, doesnt make fun of me. As soon as we get into our group of friends, its back to stupid laura or robot laura (better than Meg but still...) and I know he only does it because it makes them laugh. Especially since everytime he is nice to me in front of them, Kartik says he is jacking off to me in his mind. I can understand why he wouldn't want the others to think that.

BUT SERIOUSLY?? What the hell? I HATE two faced people. Especially when they are two faced or mean to person just to seem cool in front of other people!! GOD.

Okay number two. When Chris talks, some of what he says I don't understand or am not interested in. But you know, I listen and let him rant/talk/make jokes and laugh at the appropiate time, respond, and actually have conversations. I never talk about myself to him. And then today, we're walking and I just wing it and say, "You know that landscape portrait we're doing in Art? I can't wait to finish it because I got this book that shows you how to--"

and Bam he cuts me off with, "You know, I don't give a shit." Cricket cricket. And for some reason, that really hurt. The one time I even begin to talk about something after listening him for god who knows long, he has the nerve to say that? AND I was GOING TO SAY, I got a book that would help us draw faces, which he needs effing help doing!

So I basically just didn't talk to him for the rest of the day. I'm thinking of just either letting it go or next time he starts to talk about something I'm not interested in talking about, I'll get all rude and say, "You know, I just don't give a shit."

A-hole. So PEEPS, which way should I go? The mature forgiving way, or the vengeance one? The second one seems funner but..... OH AND ANOTHER QUESTION. Do think I'm justified in getting hurt and pissed off? Because I may be a little biased because I'm on my girly time and prone to emotion....

TMI (toomuchinfo)